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Someday I wish to perfect writing to the mind, both conscious and not. We have a basal pattern, each of us, which oscillates in two directions: towards thought and towards feeling. Thought being mathematical and feeling being not. I wish to replicate this disintegration and reintegration of consciousness in word. Between mathematical proof and impressionism, the continuum all of us surely live our conscious life on. The problem is simply becoming better at writing.....Someday I will definitely write something I am proud of in this style, incorporating realizations in neurological studies will be necessary. How do I start? I think consciousness is a metaphor for the binary between math and subjectivity.....