Sunday, April 29, 2012

77.

Everyone was sitting down to dinner when a murder came in the building! He killed one of the babies! He then killed one of the mothers! And then all of the males! Then the maid! Then there were only all the babies left! Except the older babies! The ones that were children! And the animals, the one animal the shepherd was set free! But all the babies would meet their doom! But then the police came into the crime scene, what a coincidence! But then there was an earthquake, a timequake and a spacequake at the same time! Everything shook! Except anti-stuff, anti-stuff didn't shake! Are there anti-earthquakes in anti-matter!

76.

Oh my gosh I dove in the lake
get back onto the surface
who knows whats down there
oh god its deep
how far down whatsdownthere!
is that seaweed I see?
(Or arms of monsterous sea monsters?)
To snatch me down and do what with me?
What would monsterous sea monsters
are carnivores thennnnnn
wouldnt we see a weird pattern in fish dispersal?
Anyway, Im back to the boat now
but I need to get to the back to get out
its where the ladder is
why would anyone stay in here for hours
(am I typing this on an animal?)
everything is so thick around me,
the air is so dense! I cant move unless I have to
Its like im in that water! really in the water!!

75.

I'm a decaying specimen of humaness
Stuck between bars of Titanium and Sky
I ride waves of cancer

In Kindergarten I had

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74.

eHarmony


Daily caffeine withdrawls
My professor's computer asked him:
"did u mean eHarmony?"
no one notic
ed


how that makes so much sense
why he r a n t s and claims
and has
B.A. Saint Leo University (English Literature; Theatre)
M.Phil. Trinity College Dublin (Anglo-Irish Literature)
M.T.S. Harvard University (Comparative Religion)
Ph.D. Florida State University (English Literature)
why he forgets that it is a writing class
and not English Literature 101
no one st ops him - he just talks
and we learn nothing about writing

we can't talk to him about his personal life
but he asked us to tell us one thing about ourselves on the first day
oh that really broke the ice, melted right through
he didn't get it when I said I liked ice fishing
that I had been ice fishing for 18 years
everyone in that freshman class should be 18 years old
he never listens
to anything
if he smoked weed
he would love himself
and love the earth,
love everyone on earth
love the fact that we are alive
and can feel love and that
people can love him
because some people could
if he stopped talking
for one fucking second
and let his panting heart catch up

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

73.

wonderyear in 2009
flavored sweeteningly
parent's garden mist
at home

tabby cats were tigers
crouched, ready
in our parents garden
we grew

3/4 of what life is
available to suck on
in the suburbs for free
for ever

nickelodeon dreams,
commercials memorized
in orange gak
and green goo

when i was 17 i fell in love
when i was 18 i fell in love
and tears
and stars

lakes were surrealist tweakings
of scientist's dreams
windy nights better reflect'd
our understanding

make me look stupid again world
I explore but rarely find anything
who bleeds or scars



Monday, April 23, 2012

72.

A failed relationship in 9 pictures
The frame seemed to clash with the image
professionally developed
colors more vibrant than static
we wiped the fog from the window,
said hello, now go,
go.

Monday, April 16, 2012

71.

tangerine air dreamt her hair
but coarse as maple bark
ready to touch the world
touch the sky,
ask,
is everything just like this?
shes online!
green beaming dot
green beaming smile next to her name
not sure what I would say:
we grew up an ocean apart
and it didnt seem to matter,
didnt seem to make us much different,
(our vectors were so close
and parallel
gods asked will they intersect,
we cant tell!)

                      ...

I like the way your knees touch when you walk
and how youll dance without music
and how Boston hasnt gotten to you yet
because you still look people in the eye.
I liked when you struggled for color
but described that air as warm
And how it was so similar to your skin.
And the way you tell stories when youre drunk,
breathing as though you have hiccups
or as though every sentence is so powerful
it takes the wind from you.

                      ...

Its silly to think I thought you were Czech.
Language barriers are redeeming. Its good to know,
there is more to interaction than.........the cutest thing
is a girl struggling to find a word in my language

I dont like this post. I would like to do portraits,
of various kinds

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

70.

And it must have been because
you grew up reading
and I grew up playing
that you were okay with our time together
being just a shade of love,
like your "literary crushes" you called them.

i LOVE Zooey you would say,
and I would comply....

You were okay with talk
and text
and time
defining ours,
because you grew up reading.

You typed once,
I love you.
Sometime,
sometime soon
I will be able to fully describe how 
fucking horrible everything
about everything
about you. You need it.