Friday, March 15, 2013

My Funeral

People could be smiling and talking I want the best beer in the world and someone to play Clair de Lune at the right decibel and everyone to close their eyes and just think for one moment about everything there, right in front of them with their eyes closed. It could be a beautiful day and I would hope people would slow to see the lichens and the bark, feel the direction of the wind and its colors we say children are children but we all could be maybe children through this one day. If anything, I would be a child then, through my funeral, somewhere in the world with new eyes a reset we all need to touch the grass again because sometimes it will tickle you like you can't yourself. Through child's eyes is how I would want people to see at my funeral. A celebration of life and process of love for me the Earth the process which beget me in Canada where I was made on some island from love for one and for the Earth. I want people to smile at the waves in the leaves that are a part of the trees we say sometimes say the leaves dance in the wind but we never see the tree waving at us by wind. Open your eyes and your heart to someone please because otherwise we will surely perish like trout in a dammed river, we made it.

Not so much

How can the previous generation...how can...how can it all be so 

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

sa

I was 17 when I found love in a snowglobe.

In September I saw her behind the window in his house with the light on, smiling forever.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

his take on life, and me experiencing it is just again, a different asthetic. we are all doomed

Sunday, April 29, 2012

77.

Everyone was sitting down to dinner when a murder came in the building! He killed one of the babies! He then killed one of the mothers! And then all of the males! Then the maid! Then there were only all the babies left! Except the older babies! The ones that were children! And the animals, the one animal the shepherd was set free! But all the babies would meet their doom! But then the police came into the crime scene, what a coincidence! But then there was an earthquake, a timequake and a spacequake at the same time! Everything shook! Except anti-stuff, anti-stuff didn't shake! Are there anti-earthquakes in anti-matter!

76.

Oh my gosh I dove in the lake
get back onto the surface
who knows whats down there
oh god its deep
how far down whatsdownthere!
is that seaweed I see?
(Or arms of monsterous sea monsters?)
To snatch me down and do what with me?
What would monsterous sea monsters
are carnivores thennnnnn
wouldnt we see a weird pattern in fish dispersal?
Anyway, Im back to the boat now
but I need to get to the back to get out
its where the ladder is
why would anyone stay in here for hours
(am I typing this on an animal?)
everything is so thick around me,
the air is so dense! I cant move unless I have to
Its like im in that water! really in the water!!

75.

I'm a decaying specimen of humaness
Stuck between bars of Titanium and Sky
I ride waves of cancer

In Kindergarten I had

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74.

eHarmony


Daily caffeine withdrawls
My professor's computer asked him:
"did u mean eHarmony?"
no one notic
ed


how that makes so much sense
why he r a n t s and claims
and has
B.A. Saint Leo University (English Literature; Theatre)
M.Phil. Trinity College Dublin (Anglo-Irish Literature)
M.T.S. Harvard University (Comparative Religion)
Ph.D. Florida State University (English Literature)
why he forgets that it is a writing class
and not English Literature 101
no one st ops him - he just talks
and we learn nothing about writing

we can't talk to him about his personal life
but he asked us to tell us one thing about ourselves on the first day
oh that really broke the ice, melted right through
he didn't get it when I said I liked ice fishing
that I had been ice fishing for 18 years
everyone in that freshman class should be 18 years old
he never listens
to anything
if he smoked weed
he would love himself
and love the earth,
love everyone on earth
love the fact that we are alive
and can feel love and that
people can love him
because some people could
if he stopped talking
for one fucking second
and let his panting heart catch up